God is calling his children home*
Breaking up families - standing alone
And cannot cope with the situation*
Because they don't understand
The reason why*
The Lord let life pass by
On their little one*
They loved so much
And cared and touched*
For her life what's left
She was only 5 years of age*
And had to die so suddenly
Without any warnings*
But no tears will bring her back
They said she had a tumor in her brain*
And it was the best for her to die
How would we know the truth*
Or if it was comfort or a lie?
I guess you have to accept Gods way*
All you really can do is pray
For strength to carry the heavy burden*
Maybe in time it will go away
Itsn't it what they always say?*
Who? - People -
They seem to know so much*
But all it is a question of faith
Now this maybe sounds crazy to you
To mention it too*
In this connection
But I lost my puppy Timothy*
Just a few days ago
He ran off towards a highway*
And got hit by a car
He wasn't very far*
From my home
When I finally found him*
Laying silently and already stiff
I kneeled down by his side*
I was hurt and wanted to weep so bad
I was sad*
Yet no tears were flowing from my eye
I just couldn't cry*
I guess something was holding me back
I loved him
My big strong bumm Tim*
To me he was just like a human being
When he looked at me with his big brown eyes*
Sometimes in disguise
Trying to fool me*
When I talked he listened
When I was angry he looked so guilty*
And sometimes I couldn't help laughing
When I was sad*
He put his head on my lap
Putting his cold nose on my cheek*
And licking my face
To let me know that he could feel*
When something was bothering me
And he wanted to be*
Part of it all
I lost him for good *
Death seems all of a sudden surrounding me*
Wherever I look
Wherever I turn*
Life is blown out like candle lights
At nights*
Some people are trying to fight
And some give up graciously*
But I am left with fright
Nobody can imagine how*
It is impossible to express
How it is eating my inside up*
When oh when is it going to stop
The fear I have*
The horror I feel
My mind is racing*
My thoughts are chasing
My brain never quits thinking*
It keeps on and on and on
I wished this anguish would be gone*
Forever - I desire peace
And most of all release*
From the way I am feeling
It might sound like a movie
What I got to say*
But I want to live
I want to give*
My love to a man
And get in return*
His love for me
How happy I would be*
With him together
Oh Lord - how I would love him*
And it just couldn't be a sin
If we had such feelings for each other*
Without the legal vows
Lately things seem to point in one direction*
To look, to search for satisfaction
Which I am longing for so much*
I need a loving man's tender touch
I crave to be his only woman*
He really cares about
I'm gonna scream and gonna shout*
Nothing can hold me back now anymore
What is life about*
Without love?
To hell with the material things
Though I do believe in necessity*
The most important thing to me
Is love - touch - tenderness*
Communication and understanding
Feeling each others dreams*
Holding and comfort one another
In good and bad moments*
Sharing our thoughts and feelings
Respecting each others privacy*
Though we are sometimes lousy human beings
I beg for forgiveness*
But it doesn't make my wishing less
Legal or illegal *
I am a one man's woman - you know*
And it brought me lots of pain
Yet I want to try it again*
To lean my head on his shoulders
To feel his hands on my face*
My shoulders - my breast
I want to be caressed*
Only by him
Feeling every inch of his body*
Pressed against mine
His legs wrapped around me*
His arms protective around my waist
With no haste*
Just beauty and silence
My head hiding underneath his arms*
Breathing in his warmth
My fingers counting his ribs*
My body responding to his
Wherever he wants me *
I don't need my eyes open to see*
How thanksful I would be
Because I can feel*
That this sensation can be real
If he wants me too*
No time to be blue
Singing a happy song*
Finally to know where I belong
In his heart*
The world is full of colors
In all shades and sizes*
Variety is the spice of life
That is an old saying*
The only spice I need though is you
Please believe me it is true *
Whoever reads this*
Please don't think I am crazy
I just have an urge to let out my emotions*
Maybe it would be better to keep quiet
But how would you be able to see the light*
Which comes from my eyes
And reflects my soul*
This is a cry from a lonely young woman
Who really should know better by now*
But yet doesn't know how
To act carefully with her emotions*
Because they are beyond my control
Because it is coming from my soul *
Please my special guy*
Don't just walk past by
Let's try to start a life together*
It doesn't have to mean forever
If you are afraid of commitments*
*Forever* - nothing is going to last
One time there will be an end*
To your past and future
In a way I wished though it would be always like this*
Forever - if we love each other deeply enough -
I feel so foolish to let you know*
And I hope you don't laugh at me
But I want my life to be*
Exactly like this
A penny for your thoughts?