What am I?*
Just a second hand lady
or maybe*
A bridge
He is passing*
To reach the other side?
I need your guide
whoever you are*
Cause I can't see through
I try to understand*
Probably too hard
I don't know any other way*
Who is to say
That I am the looser *
I am stuck in the middle*
of a relation
which is so precious to me*
My eyes are open to see
My consciousness aware*
Of the pain I have to bare
Have to? *
No, it's just me*
I am
And I will be*
The feeling is strong
I just have to go along*
With the situation
Have to? *
No, it's my own choice*
Who knows
Maybe I will be the winner*
Someday
Patience, Peace within myself*
And the love
I have to give*
Have to?
Yes, because my life
Is built around this word*
Used and abused
So many times*
By everyone -including me-
Hurt and happiness are hand in hand*
So I understand
I will let my feelings go
I will be patiently waiting for the flow*
of love
Whenever it is ready to come*
To give its fullest
My heart is open to receive*